Merry Christmas

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CASSIE!!!!!!
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tj45lgtjk;dflkjg!!!!!!!11



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Dying beyond the pale
Your beatings will continue until my morale improves.
I don't hate you, I'm just removing an enemy.
Remorse is for the dead, my enemy

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"Kristina"

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Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Think about this...
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
*PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST IT'S SO DAMN TRUE*
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. add this as a comment to ten of ur friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years..."



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is Deviously Annoying
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is a deviant since Nov 24, 2004, 1:14 PM
has 300 pageviews

muahaha i've nabbed your 300th pageview

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(this fragile cliche of my broken heart-attack.)

"Kristina"

Thanks for the stalkage...

yeah...


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Thanks for the Watch

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Merry Christmas!!!

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Muito obrigado pelo
Try to keep your pecker up!

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Welcome to DeviantART
Thank You for your words in my page
Do you like Portugal?
My english isn't very good too And you understand portuguese, it's fantastic really
I saw your gallery! You have sad poems but they are beautiful! I will continue to see your gallery so I
You have to be stronger
Sorry for my english... Sometimes I want to write more things but I don't know like I should write
Thank You again

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Speaking english, I think, is something so common... everyone learns it at school almost everywhere over the world.
Congratulations to you, my dear, for understanding portuguese, that is not a language people have to learn in scholl so... it makes you special in that way
Yes, I lived In Portugal all my life (and that's not for a long time ) but I'm going to India soon...

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I want to go to the newschool, but I hate how they're doing things and I hate how we're gonna be the oldest. I see where you are coming from and I'm glad I didn't offend you because I felt like I did. It hurts me inside whenever people call me weird, although I act as if I take it as a complement. I hate being weird. It's fake. I wish I was quiet and unable to laugh, but as people have said, you're friends influence you and it is definitely true. I still feel guilty for whatever I have said because everything just eats me up inside, leaving me empty and clueless, I have no idea what to feel anymore. Poems are the only things that can save me now. I have tons more at home, a huge frickin stack. But I forgot to bring them So, I'll bring it another day. I also right songs, but they're repetitive.

Oh listen to "Ohio is for Lovers" by Hawthorne Heights...I love that song and explains my feelings at times. My fave lign..."Cut my wrists and black my eyes, so I can fall asleep tonight, because you killed me."

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hi

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**so slice open my veins,
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No, I understand if that is one of the reasons for being your way. I know you told me about your dad and stuff and as i said before, I'm not you so I wouldn't know your feelings. Sure, being an only child is loney and it sure beats having anyone around like a bro or sis. I never said that your life was "easy" it's up to you to make your life however you want. I chose to make mine hard. After we moved and then my dad left us, my life was spiraling down and out of control. When I was younger I used to be good and I told you that day when I came to you house that I said I would never do certain things and I ended up doing them. I rebelled, I said I wouldn't and I did. I'm just so stressed about so many tings in my life and highschool is very depressing and I just hate being mean to people, but then it bottles up in me and it comes out in a harsh way. I can't control this, I struggle. I'm known for being 'nice'. I'm not, I'm a cold, heartless, apathetic person and couldn't care less anout things. i do have fears, but they're not the usual stereotypical ones everyone has. They're mental fears. My life is screwed up and when you said "i thought you'd be the one to understand me. Please, try." How can I try if you don't tell me? I know you said abou adding problems to mine and I didn't mean to offend you. It's probably because I'm used to being let do, never having anyone around, no one to ever ask me anything, never had anyone to look up to or to love. I'm abandoned and no one could ever help me because I refused. I thought it would go away, it doesn't. Depression is a disease, it's aso contagious. I'm sorry if I ever offended you ever in the last few weeks, I just cover up for my own faults. I'm sorry Cassie. I know, you're going to the new school and won't be able to see me, people say "oh we'll meet up." You don't....once you're gone, you're gone. My life has been written out, same repetitive patterns, I guess I wasn't meant to have friends and I always want people to feel bad for me. i do it the wrong way and never get attention, if I do, it's bad. I hate myself for even being alive or being able to walk or talk or to even have friends. I don't deserve anything. No one cares for me. So I on;y have 2 options...

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GRR who gives a shit about kisses?!?! And honestly, what can possibly be worse than whatever I have to deal about?? Nothing. I've been through ever single hardship that anyone can witness or experience. No one can say that they have something worse than I have ever had. And yea, I never told anyone before, but I had to go through therapy and pyschologists because of my huge depression. Everyday as I suffer, it bottles up in me and when I get home, i just want to kill something. I almost killed my own brother. I almost ended up in jail geez! You think you're depressed?!?! Don't tell me "oh, you're not depressed, you have anger problems." True, I do. I'm also depressed as well, and normally when you are depressed, you don't tell any one. So, you want to be a vegetarian and not eat whatever....go ahead u said u eat fish right? so why don't you eat gelatin then? its the same thing! I honestly do not want to fight with you because I told you this before, I never had any of my friends for over a year, thats pretty depressing. And the fact that you do or don't tell me why you're depressed doesn't add anything to what I go through, that would be considered my "lightweight" issues that I CAN deal with. I don't understand hoe you can say "you don't know." Obviously I'm not you, I'm the one with the issues, my parents say so and they even thing I'm on drugs because of my problems and constant changing of depression and anger. I don't do anything to harm myself any more because you don't get anywhere. I'm still angry and depressed and it hurts all the time. My life is a joke and I hate it. I want to die because there's nothing worth while to live. Sure I have friends....most don't understand. It's denial.

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Thank you so much for the sweet and kind words you left in my gallery, my dear. I have a question, though, do you understand portuguese? That is very rare...



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yay krissay.....xcept i dun remember wat i did

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**so slice open my veins,
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hey cassie thanks for the fav. i heart youu

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"Kristina"

Welcome to Deviantart! ^__^

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